Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder,

What would life be if I could turn back time

Will it be oh so perfect?

Will I be flawless?

Sometimes I wonder,

How will I ever make up the time I lost

How to take back the words I ever said

How to undo the things now I swear I shouldn't have done

Sometimes I wonder,

Will it ever be enough to let it go

Will I be strong enough to accept the bitter truth

Will I be able to move on, and live my life

Sometimes I wonder,

What does a perfect life have to offer

Idealistic. 

Sometimes I wonder,

If I could just close my eyes

Think of the future

Knowing I'll do better

Knowing these mistakes, I won't ever let it happen

Not again, not ever

And maybe when I open my eyes

I'll be grateful for these scars

I'll be grateful for these tears

For every drop of blood that runs through my veins

For everything, that made me

Who I am 

:))