The Future
Bonne nuit!
It's been such a long time. So long that I can't remember when was the last time I had written a post.
My bad, I know. It's just life's keeping me busy all this time.
Believe me, I have a gazillion things to tell ya. Lots of things are happening, but as always, I couldn't find the time to blog. Please don't blame my un-able-ness to make time to blog :')
Life as a medical student.
What a harsh topic. Somehow it sounds sarcastic, or it's just me.
I know I brag a lot about my uni life, and paperworks, and exams, and exams, and exams, and.....................
It's even exhausting to think about it. Right now, I am supposed to study. Cause I have upcoming tests. Next week. And the week after that. And here I am blogging yay :D
Anyway, studying all day is ALL-TIME-BORING champion. So I decided to take a little break and write :)
These coming weeks are gonna be the hardest, the toughest of them all. But I'll have to face it, somehow. Exams are always there, which sucks, but I learned something tonight.
Previously I wrote about me not passing the BIG TEST last year. And this year, the test's back again. Honestly, the materials are getting harder, and random-er. And I feel like killing myself everytime I tried to study study study. And last year's failure was a lesson, but I still had that little memory of the past. He's sneaking in, reminding me of last year's tragedy. And it's travelling in my mind, buzzing, which makes my adrenaline rush everytime.
I had no idea of how to control that. The thing is, it leaves a scar. Period.
And I don't know what's gonna happen in the next 2 weeks. I do not know.
I study, and I pray, but I don't know what's gonna happen. Passing or failing, that I do not know.
But the one thing I do know is that His plan works out best :)
Last year I had that tragedy, but it's there to make me stronger. It leaves a scar, so I can share my story, and eventually be a blessing to others. And I did :)
The future could be really scary sometimes, but not when you're living your life with Him. He knows what's best, and His plan is just awesome. I do not know what the future holds, but I do know that when I'm walking with Him, nothing is impossible. Nothing is hard. And everything will fall into its rightful places, somehow :)
So I'm glad that I have Him, and that my faith in Him grew stronger everyday. Whatever He do in my life, it's all for good. And I, as every other human, is never intelligent enough to understand His plans of actions. But I do know that when I trust my life in His hands, it's gonna rawkk!
You may not know what the future holds, but trust Him anyway. He's in for the best in your life :)
So I'm closing this with a reffrain part of Israel Houghton's song, have a great night!
xoxo, inx.
It's been such a long time. So long that I can't remember when was the last time I had written a post.
My bad, I know. It's just life's keeping me busy all this time.
Believe me, I have a gazillion things to tell ya. Lots of things are happening, but as always, I couldn't find the time to blog. Please don't blame my un-able-ness to make time to blog :')
Life as a medical student.
What a harsh topic. Somehow it sounds sarcastic, or it's just me.
I know I brag a lot about my uni life, and paperworks, and exams, and exams, and exams, and.....................
It's even exhausting to think about it. Right now, I am supposed to study. Cause I have upcoming tests. Next week. And the week after that. And here I am blogging yay :D
Anyway, studying all day is ALL-TIME-BORING champion. So I decided to take a little break and write :)
These coming weeks are gonna be the hardest, the toughest of them all. But I'll have to face it, somehow. Exams are always there, which sucks, but I learned something tonight.
Previously I wrote about me not passing the BIG TEST last year. And this year, the test's back again. Honestly, the materials are getting harder, and random-er. And I feel like killing myself everytime I tried to study study study. And last year's failure was a lesson, but I still had that little memory of the past. He's sneaking in, reminding me of last year's tragedy. And it's travelling in my mind, buzzing, which makes my adrenaline rush everytime.
I had no idea of how to control that. The thing is, it leaves a scar. Period.
And I don't know what's gonna happen in the next 2 weeks. I do not know.
I study, and I pray, but I don't know what's gonna happen. Passing or failing, that I do not know.
But the one thing I do know is that His plan works out best :)
Last year I had that tragedy, but it's there to make me stronger. It leaves a scar, so I can share my story, and eventually be a blessing to others. And I did :)
The future could be really scary sometimes, but not when you're living your life with Him. He knows what's best, and His plan is just awesome. I do not know what the future holds, but I do know that when I'm walking with Him, nothing is impossible. Nothing is hard. And everything will fall into its rightful places, somehow :)
So I'm glad that I have Him, and that my faith in Him grew stronger everyday. Whatever He do in my life, it's all for good. And I, as every other human, is never intelligent enough to understand His plans of actions. But I do know that when I trust my life in His hands, it's gonna rawkk!
You may not know what the future holds, but trust Him anyway. He's in for the best in your life :)
So I'm closing this with a reffrain part of Israel Houghton's song, have a great night!
xoxo, inx.
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And hears me when I call
:)
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