Beyond Grateful

Hi!
I'm currently writing from Melbourne now. Holiday's finally here!!

And to pop out the question box, YES I HAVE PASSED THE FRIKIN TEST!
It was hard, and I somehow get the material that I didn't really study well.
Well, I did go through it, just not very deeply, like, just on the surface of it.
And it turns out to be my exam. Crap :))

I also got this killer teacher on the judging board lol. There are two of them actually, one of them - the devil, and the other one - the angel. Nah, I regret those words. Both of them are sweeett angels sent from above, sent to make me PASS the exam HAHA. Just with a different, um, way of expressing their minds.

Anyway, I picked up another lesson out of this. Last year, I was so prepared. And when I got to the exam papers and cases, I was like "Gosh, this is so easy!" and I did it on a snap of a finger. And I helped my friends who were much more frustrated than I am. And I was so confident! At least until I saw the judging board.....................lol you could read through my frustrations in my post last year (Re: in His time :))

This year it was totally different. I am not feeling confident, all I know of the material was scratches, dust on top of the surface. It was just, the thing I wished I wouldn't get. Somehow, I ended up getting it. And somehow, I passed. And that made me realize. It was never, ever up to me.

I mean, of course I have to study and work hard on revising for my exams, but it's not all about it. The thing is, what matters most is about God's timing. Last year I was so confident, yet, I failed. This year, I was in no confident state at all, yet, I passed. Weird huh? But I think that made the statement. It's all up to Him.

I had a small conversation with Him on a prayer, just the night before the exam. I was scared, I was terrified, I even cried. No words could ever describe the feeling.

He said, "Why are you afraid?"

I said, "I don't know."

Then He said, "I was with you, the day you decide on coming here in this uni. I am with you, as you go through every day of your uni life, until now. And I will be with you through this exam. You are never alone, my child. We'll go through this, TOGETHER."

I think He wants to point out that He has the power. My DAD has the power. Last year, it was not because I didn't study enough, it was because He decides on moving my passing date. It was so that I could learn the lesson, to always be grateful. It was, so that I could share the story, and eventually become a blessing. And this year, it comes in a different way. A different lesson. And I learned that when I am walking with Him, I am walking with victory. That my FATHER, He holds the key. That no human should rely on himself. And that He always have the BEST plan for you, for all of us.

For all my dear friends, who haven't passed the test just yet, be patient. Rely on Him, I am very sure indeed that He has a different plan for you. Your passing is just delayed, and it will come to you, very soon :)

So I am beyond grateful to have this opportunity, to share to you this story. And I am beyond grateful that He went with me, through the test, and passed me through it.

I am beyond grateful, to have Him as a FATHER :)